Wednesday 30 July 2014

Multiple Personality Order

We all help each other to get through the day....face various situations.... deal with different people and the variety of moods that *they* have....I don't know what I'd do without my other mees. I'm not sure how that's supposed to be spelled. Mies?....Meas?!....whatever the plural of the word "me" is. I'm glad when Ronn is in charge; he gets shit done. We'll all be ok if he's at the helm*^_^ We're less likely to get into trouble. Veronica's going to get us killed one day....she's beautiful and creative, but fuck damnit, why does she always have to party so hard?!!!! She has no off switch and it's exhausting being her. The weekend blurs itself into one loooooooong endless day....Veronica drinks a lot and scares Marsha... Marsha looks up to Veronica....Veronica wishes she could hide her wild revelry from the rest of us. Marsha is a childlike conscience. She just wants everything to be ok....but nothing gets done and we're all afraid of hurting her and we won't leave her behind because she needs us and trusts us. Marsha could sit and draw or read all day....she communicates well with animals and other children. How could anyone hurt her? She doesn't have it in her to be malicious or cruel, and as a result, the rest of us get fucked over in life. Rose is the mamma....or more like a grandmother(?)....she's quiet and has lived her life, I guess. She doesn't join in much of anything that anyone else is doing. She's all about health and safety....I wish I had a mother like her, who was tender and understanding. Not vicious and evil like the woman who raised me. While Rose endeavours to understand the inner workings and past traumas of other people, Veronica has had enough of being manipulated and has her guard up so high, that she blocks us all in this emotional fortress and all that matters to us is what goes on within it, because we can't see anything else....and no one else can see what's going on inside, unless there is a breech, or if Veronica opens a window or a door. Marsha doesn't understand why Veronica is in charge of who comes in or goes out of said fortress, but it's not for her to understand. It's just her job to alert one of us of an intruder or of possible danger.

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