I can't think of a clever enough name for this blog, so this will have to do for now:): January 2013

Thursday 31 January 2013

Why Does A Broken Heart Beat With Such Furor?

I didn't just run a marathon. Shut.up.and.let.me.sleeeeeep! @_@ He's toasty warm beside his lady love, as he should be....hopefully order and unity will be restored in their household. They've worked damned hard to get where they are and I honestly wish them the best. If a family can stick together, they should. Friggen morals and principals. :/ Goodbye to the uncertainty that had become the theme of our dealings with each other, and to the sound of shameless "ugly-crying", the soundtrack to our whirlwind love. Goodbye to the wild pain....always with random thoughts at the ready; ammunition with which to strike while I lay unprotected by activity in the night. Goodbye to the inebriating fragrance of his hair, his chest, his neck....the scent of which set into motion undulating tremors within me. Goodbye to the many flavours of his skin....every inch of him a succulent delicacy. I will treasure the memory of his warm, soothing voice....like a precious, down-filled quilt, he wrapped it around me many times, freeing his soul to dance with mine, even if just for a moment. My love for him still smoulders....the embers of our last words to each other kept warm under the ashes of cremated dreams. Upon this pyre, I lay every false hope. The fool I have been surrenders her desires in exchange for certainty.... The sharp sting of Reality's reprimand keeps my curious heart in check. No longer the adventurous gambler with many chips to gamble with in the game of love, experience begs of me, "cling tighter to those remaining chips!".... Now a shadow of my younger, luckier, more resilient self, I do as I am bid as my wounded confidence slinks in retreat. In this cave of mourning, I will ache and cry for the loss of my lover....but in good time, I will emerge, ready once more to taste the love of another. http://formybeautifullove.blogspot.ca/2011/10/vanessa-carlton-1000-miles.html?m=1

Tuesday 15 January 2013

A Good Long Read....

http://gallery.yourtango.com/gallery/The_50_Most_Influential_People_In_Love

Thursday 10 January 2013

Take A Chance

Wednesday 9 January 2013

Energy

When we rode home on the subway together on Friday....my heart rate was out of control. I was breathless just sitting near you; then when you said I could grab your hair...."grab all you want...." and then slowly tilted your head back and relaxed into my grip....I wanted to mount you.... I orgasmed when you whispered against my neck what you wanted to do to me....your voice....I couldn't stand it.... Then you applied that lip balm....so tempting....your rose petal lips....so soft....so pink .... I wanted to kiss you so fully....so deeply....with *everything* in me.... I wish I had pushed the emergency stop bar ....just to be with you for a few moments longer....to inhale you a few more times.... Rediculous thoughts, I know. I just love the warm intoxication of having you near....