Joan Rivers Quote </3

".... All I want you to do, if we are sitting down and it’s after 6 p.m., is tell me the truth. Because we’ve all lied to each other all day long in business and we’ve all had these lunches and we’ve all ass-kissed to the point where I carry Chapstick. If I am going to sit down and eat with you, just tell me the truth and let me say to you, ‘Things are lousy and I’m sad.’ ”

I Am Many Trapped In One

Ron, my fire....I love him the most. Purposeful and committed....the protector....the one who gets things done. Veronica....feisty and passionate....reckless and wild. Rose....the mother....living in and sharing beauty....she is loved and respected by us all. Marsha....the child....looks up to the others and longs for peace. Ever hopeful and so quick to trust.

Goodbye Summer (Time To Bury Love)

Sitting outside Under a late summer sky.... Pure blue and beautiful Legs burning in the sun.... Heart burning with longing Heart racing at the thought of your fingers on me Spiral of smoke ascending Gentle breeze blowing like your breath on me.... Arms bare and aching for your touch.

I Dont Know

I don't know....

I damned well don't know

I don't know....

I damned well don't know

I don't know....

I damned well don't know

I don't know....

I damned well don't know

We're fighting.... Not seeing eye to eye Keeping distant.... Will our love die?.... It's still new.... This thing with me and you Will we be ok?

I'm hiding How I truly feel I'm doubting If our love is real We rushed in.... I feared at first I shouldn't have clung to you....

I don't know.... I damned well don't know I don't know.... I damned well don't know I don't know.... I damned well don't know I don't know.... I damned well don't know

I'm hurting And I'm hurting you I wonder If we'll make it through It's way too Soon for us To be so torn....

What happened?!!!! What we had was good I'd fix this If I only could But I refuse to Hold on to Something that's killing me

I don't know....

I damned well don't know

I don't know....

I damned well don't know

I don't know....

I damned well don't know

I don't know....

I damned well don't know

Substance impairs you and I Don't know who you are....

Did I ever know the real you....who is he?....

the you that I love, or the you who I'm hiding from?

I don't know.... I damned well don't know I don't know.... I damned well don't know Well, fuck me!.... I damned well don't know I don't know.... I damned well don't know.........

Pleasure the Priestess-A Winding Road

https://m.soundcloud.com/ptp/a-winding-road-original-mix

Shame On Me

Keeping calm and carrying on As though I didn't sin Burning from the inside out....my mind has become my own personal hell. I sinned against the one I love....who loves me....and I want to die. I *am* dying....I have poisoned our love and await death. I have not been on this side of judgement; I have shown mercy to those who have sinned as I....I have also raged against their transgressions.... Now I sit in wait of mercy or punishment. The heart of my love is heaven and I deserve to be cast out.

Multiple Personality Order

We all help each other to get through the day....face various situations.... deal with different people and the variety of moods that *they* have....I don't know what I'd do without my other mees. I'm not sure how that's supposed to be spelled. Mies?....Meas?!....whatever the plural of the word "me" is. I'm glad when Ronn is in charge; he gets shit done. We'll all be ok if he's at the helm*^_^ We're less likely to get into trouble. Veronica's going to get us killed one day....she's beautiful and creative, but fuck damnit, why does she always have to party so hard?!!!! She has no off switch and it's exhausting being her. The weekend blurs itself into one loooooooong endless day....Veronica drinks a lot and scares Marsha... Marsha looks up to Veronica....Veronica wishes she could hide her wild revelry from the rest of us. Marsha is a childlike conscience. She just wants everything to be ok....but nothing gets done and we're all afraid of hurting her and we won't leave her behind because she needs us and trusts us. Marsha could sit and draw or read all day....she communicates well with animals and other children. How could anyone hurt her? She doesn't have it in her to be malicious or cruel, and as a result, the rest of us get fucked over in life. Rose is the mamma....or more like a grandmother(?)....she's quiet and has lived her life, I guess. She doesn't join in much of anything that anyone else is doing. She's all about health and safety....I wish I had a mother like her, who was tender and understanding. Not vicious and evil like the woman who raised me. While Rose endeavours to understand the inner workings and past traumas of other people, Veronica has had enough of being manipulated and has her guard up so high, that she blocks us all in this emotional fortress and all that matters to us is what goes on within it, because we can't see anything else....and no one else can see what's going on inside, unless there is a breech, or if Veronica opens a window or a door. Marsha doesn't understand why Veronica is in charge of who comes in or goes out of said fortress, but it's not for her to understand. It's just her job to alert one of us of an intruder or of possible danger.