Shame On Me

Keeping calm and carrying on As though I didn't sin Burning from the inside out....my mind has become my own personal hell. I sinned against the one I love....who loves me....and I want to die. I *am* dying....I have poisoned our love and await death. I have not been on this side of judgement; I have shown mercy to those who have sinned as I....I have also raged against their transgressions.... Now I sit in wait of mercy or punishment. The heart of my love is heaven and I deserve to be cast out.